the pills that you take to stay happy

i am just off being drunk. and i am awake

very awake

and jesse is sleeping beside me and it makes me want to push him off the bed. why so angry?

because i am AWAKE.

and typing. and i don't know where the bathroom is and that also makes me angry.
the only pain reliever he has is bayer which i'm pretty sure, has caffeine in it.

i have not seen my grandparents yet since i got here, which i am feeling terrible about.

i sooo have to pee, this sucks. where is the fucking bathroom.

i am so pissed off.