another weekend.

it was a weird one. i'm still not used to being single i think.

i don't know what to do with myself when someone talks to me in a bar or at a party. it doesn't feel right.

how dumb am i.

last night was weird.


ttttttttaaaaaaaammmisssssssssssssssssssssss's birthday party. i lip-synched chaka kahn's aint nobody.

and stayed awake until 6am.

im so tired i could puke.

i just realized what i find to be an incredible coincidence.

another fucking SR.

i feel like it marks another cycle. im too tired to analyze what it involves.
other than a new beginning.

another chance perhaps?


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i got the raddest email from rebecca on friday night.
she is in thailand at the moment and will be travelling around southeat asia for 3 months. in september she leaves to travel in new zealand and australia for another 3 months. i wrote her back to tell her i'd have a big check next month and would potentially like to meet up somewhere along the way.

i need an adventure.

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it has now been over a year since i got here.

it's time.


see you soon fair city.