it was a good weekend.

a good weekend for love.

not in the sense of being in love. but mending old wounds and laying proper groundwork.

friday night started very well.

blue post.
(he loves me)
tango du chat
(where are you?)
bella festa
(he LOVES me)

on the walk home a very VERY hot blonde woman that i had never seen before stopped me. she said "you are so incredibly beautiful."

and then she turns to SR who i am walking with and says "do you know how lucky you are to be leaving with this woman? she is so gorgeous and sexy. i wish i was going home with her." blahblahblah.

and SR just laughed and said "i know."

i thought holy fuck. who is this woman and how do i clone her?? she is totally hooking my game up!

and i told SR i might go home with her.

and then the night got crazy.

we saw cops on horseback chase some guy down.

then there was the riverfront. and the alley. it was intense.
and sad.
and wonderful.

and then there was the walk to chad's. there were about 2 dozen cops. looking for a stolen bike. jesus.

i walked to the side of the building where Hester was making out with German, "faking" the cops out. right.

to douglas and george's apartment. i just want to talk about what happened and what is happening but is not possible.

the world is too small. the rumor mill is too, too big.
shit loads of booze. and tons of drugs i never saw.
it's 5am. i have to get home.

mystery text to SR saying something about boyfriends and my nerves or something? weird.

i go to sleep in the guest room.
8:45 am i wake up in bed with sul & david!?! what the fuck.

yeah it was shady.

shopped. ate. got manicure & pedicure with mother. king is so freaking cute.

saturday night birthday dinner for me! lobsters wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

after= chad's apartment. yo!sake. lula's. bella festa.
whoa baby.

night was super fun. only ick part was dropping my guard. not playing it cool for one split second. lajflajld;lfjadslfjla;f

dammit.

my text was so dorky.

but i thought what the hell? i can't always be an icy hardass.

but apparently i should be.

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no text back.

today i saw two ex boyfriends in a matter of a half hour.

hatchets were buried

the beach is a great place to make peace.